Did you ever have to do something that you knew would make a bunch of people mad while the rest of the people would be indifferent (at best) about it? But you didn't have a choice about the matter and still had to it no matter what your reservations? And even at the last minute you couldn't decide exactly how to go about it because no matter what you know you'll feel like you failed?
I've got one of those things.
BTW, I'm sorry I've been so AWOL. I guess I don't feel that I've had much to say lately. The tide will surely turn, eventually.